Just a thought...

I'm thinking if I should put up another blog for my interests, since this one is like my online diary... kekeke...

I am kind of inspired with the blogs i stumbled upon here in the internet...

Will see if my lazy bones won't hinder this plan...

:P

Candy Crush

Sweet

Delicious

Tasty

Divine

These words are what you want to hear when you play this "in" thing/ game/ app nowadays.

Candy Crush... 

To share, I like this kind of game, if you are going to make me choose between an RPG game or puzzle games, I would choose the latter.  

I did not know what happened to me after I downloaded this stuff.  At first, you get to admire how cute these candies are, the graphics are not amazing as like those car racing games, but there is just something about it.

People play games to release the stress that they have, though at times playing games are stressful too if you can't figure out how to win or solve the situation you are in.

For me, I play this game whenever I want to think some things...

Last Friday as I was playing it and on to the mission of finishing level 104, I thought of something, this may sound sentimental, but it is just how I see it that time.

In Candy Crush, you will start things easily, you just have to pair the candies, reach some scores or have those ingredients fall down.  As soon as you jumped off to another level you will see more jellies you have to clear, chocolates multiplying and appearing, spring stuffs blocking your chances, time bombs that makes you panic....

...Just like life...

When we were young, there are no troubles, we are just carefree doing what we want not thinking what will happen tomorrow...

But, time after time you will encounter jellies - problems that you want to clear and disappear.  Chocolates - unexpected events that changes your way of life.  Those blocks that are like walls to your dreams and aspirations.  The bombs - our worries that makes us stressful.

Then, just like anything else, everything has a solution... This game offers you to ask for help, lives and even additional moves so that you will over come each level.  Which reminds us that in life, we should not forget to ASK... 

As we grow old, we feel that we are on our own, but we should know that we are not.  It is not always late to ask for your parents help, a sibling or a friend and most of all to Him.

"Ask you shall receive"

So, every time I play this game, I won't stress out because I can't jump off to another level... I am just thinking that in time, the ONE who is playing my life is still figuring out how can I have the best way to go off to another stage.

While, I also do what has to be done here.

*throwing hearts* 

'till my next post...

chuuuu!!!

Hola 2013!!!

No one knows about the future, what we know is the past and the present and that is why we should learn about the past, enjoy the present to be better in the future.

Looking back, I must say that I've experienced the highs and lows of life.  Last 2011 my life was full of surprises and unexpected happenings.  For 2012 a lot of risk taking took place, some challenges faced but the most worthy of it is that I learned a lot.  


2012:

• - It made me realize that nothing is impossible as long as you put your heart on it and be determined.

• Don't mind about the people around you.  If you like something then go for it.  Shout it to the whole world. *I LOVE YOU BIGBANG!!!*

• - The only person who can lift you up is yourself. The more you tell yourself that YOU CAN, YOU REALLY CAN.

• - NEVER GIVE UP, QUIT OR END THE GAME just because you think you had enough.  You know how you say that life is cruel, it works the other way around too.  Sometimes it is just testing your patience.

• - A DREAM WILL ALWAYS COME TRUE.  It's up to you how you are going to make it real.

• - "Ohana means family and family means no one gets to be left behind" No matter how difficult the trials are when your family is there it would always be a better place.

• - Don't forget to SMILE and be THANKFUL. You didn't get what you want, say Thank God and smile and believe there would be a better time.

This year also gave me that utmost happiness that I can't explain.  May it continue until the new year to come.

This coming 2013, may all my hopes, aspirations and dreams come true.  May it be flying around the world or going to back to the degree i have finished.  What I just want is the best for my family and for myself.

2013 BE KIND TO ME AND BE WITH ME... 

HAPPINESS, LOVE, GOOD HEALTH!!! 

God Bless.

XOXO,

    J

A VIP dream came true - BIGBANG's ALIVE TOUR in MANILA

Omona! Otteoke?  How will I start?

Well, unlike the other people we came to the venue at around 4.30PM.  Hmm, it was jam packed already.  People were on queue which I guess most of them are VIP 3 and Gen Ad ticket holders.  My sister and I automatically went to buy the crown light stick.  It’s a must on a Bigbang concert though it’s pricey. :P

We even line up for the Samsung bangle.  Hello?! It’s free so might as well take the opportunity, but we just let out a sigh seeing the Galaxy Note 2 and the 10.1 Note Tablet.

After that, we decided to go to MOA, to eat and along the way we saw the one selling the crown head band.  He was doing it in stealth mode haha… Plus the one giving the finger lasers, yes.  We got it for free.

We came back past 6PM since they said that the entrance will open that time, but when we came back.  It’s still the same gates are still closed.  I got irked out by the line and I decided just to wait for it to move since we already got a reserved seat.  So, we just loitered around and went to the center of the Coral Way Entrance wherein there are less people compared on the sides. It seems like the KPOP Fairy is over us since when the gates opened we were there and it’s okay to enter there. Bbabbam shabam!!! We went to the second floor but the lady told us that there is no signal for us to enter since they are still fixing some things inside.

When we were ushered in, I can’t believe how close we are to the stage on that kind of area…  I mean not close as you can see their sweat, but close enough to see what’s happening all over the concert.  An hour passed, but the seats aren’t that filled yet then just now I’ve learned that the people are still in queue.

I’ll just do it in bullet form the special memories I have with the ALIVE TOUR.

•           BIGBANG MV’s are played, but when GD’s CrayOn was played the crowd just got wild. I was crossing my fingers that he will sing the whole song.
•          When the people from the Gen Ad section started to scream we knew it was the start, since they can see the boys going inside the capsules.
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•           Taeyang doesn’t have a good relationship with jackets. :D  He eventually removed it after the first song.  On his solo after he walked in, he immediately removed it too.  Please don’t dress this guy anymore. (fangirl scream!!!)
•           Taeyang and Seungri’s MANILA BABY!!!
•           Taeyang “Manila is hot.  The Ladies here in Manila are hot!!!” (yes sir! We are one of a kind.)
•           Seungri kept on saying I LOVE THIS COUNTRY.  I LOVE THE PHILIPPINES.  WE WILL COME BACK.
•           Daesung’s effort to speak in English and eventually said MAHAL KO KAYO.  He was the one who made the SANDARA WAVE.
•           GD and TOP’s stage.  I don’t know what TOP ate, but he was practically hyped out that night.  He even mimics how the dancers walked during KNOCK OUT.
•          Noticed that GD got a bruise on his left forehead.  He could’ve bump under the stage or so.  But, I think it made him distracted.
•           They used the segway during GARA GARA GO.  YB entered using a bicycle.
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•           Number 1 was played. HA! Since it’s their English song and I knew it by heart.  I sang my heart out.
• CAFE - Top's bedroom voice plus Daesung. OMG!!!
•  There was a scene were TOP was left alone and he started to walk like he was a model on a runway and as he reached the stage near VIP 3 he suddenly sang his part in LOVE SONG.  waaah!!! I'm not a TOP bias but I screamed like there's no tomorrow.
•           SEUNGRI’s solo stage.  This was a well planned stage.  I love how there was a trunk and dancers are coming out.  Even a pseudo-man hole on stage with a dance coming out of it too.  It has a Mission Impossible vibe on it.
•           On Seungri’s stage he showed his dancing skills.  Gosh! That Panda is good. And he does look so good in person.  So adorable *pinches cheeks* At the end of his performance he gave a thumbs up sign to the crowd.
•          Daesung’s stage he didn’t fly. L  but, really Dae is like an angel.  His voice literally rocked the Arena.  Plus, he really has a cute butt. :P  People were singing with him on the “yeah” part and “nanananana” :D
•          TAEYANG’s solo stage 1,2,3 SCREAM!!!!!! Prior to this there was a background of a dragon, which I thought was for GD, then YB came out. Ha! Naman Barabwa and Wedding Dress.  At the end he ripped off his shirt!!!! Goodness!!!! I don’t know I think I screamed out my soul that night.
•          A shirtless YB would be enough for me.  During the encore he was like that and dancing making body waves. Good heavens I will not forget that moment ever.
•           Seungri got a Panda and he let it sit on the center stage.  I enjoyed watching him playing with it and it’s even the first one you will see on the encore vid.
•           There was also a part that TOP and Seungri should lie down, but they didn’t so it was only GD and Dae, so after that GD was stopping himself from laughing and Daesung was smiling.
•           TOP pouring water to Daesung and splashing water to the fans.  They got wet because of TOP hahaha..          
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•       Fans throw an inflatable crayola (pink and blue).  Seungri got it and went to GD, when he saw it.  He started to do the running man dance.
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Aaaaah!!! It’s endless…  though I can conclude that most of the Filipino VIPs are TOP bias.  When TOP started to sing or talk, the screams are like asdfghjsa :))

The concert was like a noraebang session/ club party in one.  I think the boys can’t hear the music in their in-ears already because they either remove it or they keep on pointing at it.  I think GD even went to the crew with regards the sounds.  It’s pretty evident on the official encore videohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5FzkEy0JCSc&feature=g-u-u.  If you would compare the sounds from the other Alive tours, the one here in Manila the sounds are banging loud.  The audiences are singing who cares if it’s Korean.  We know the lyrics we will sing.  Even Daesung’s high part on Fantastic Baby didn’t escape, the crowd still sang it.

Dear Bigbang,

As Seungri promised, you should come back here.  We will wait.  And by this moment I’m saving up because I’ll be on the mosh pit once you come back.  Ha! I will make sure that by that time I can see yor sweat dripping and we will have an eye to eye contact.    

Jeongmal saranghae!!!

I think October is a KPOP month for me as last year I was in Korea, for this year Bigbang came here in Manila. What's in store next year?  Hmmm.. what? My wedding with Youngbae? oh come on.. hahaha

breathe... just believe

I just have to let this all out now.  This was pending two years ago, and it's creeping up on me every year, the same quarter of each year to be exact.

Now, thinking of it, is this really for me?  They say that when things are meant for you it would be pretty easy to get it.  But, then others would say, there are no easy things, you have to work hard for everything.

I was setting myself to something else.  This was the one thing on my mind when this year started.  Actually, my mind set is still on it.  You know that certain feeling that when you just imagine it you know that it's for you.  That is what I feel for my other plan.  But, for this one, the one that's haunting me... It's just full of doubt.

I think I should go for what my heart desires. Right?  The other one may be more stable and over the top, but what I want I think this is something that will make me happy and stable at the same time.

I am going to pray for this... hard.

Lord, let it this be the one. 

Let me soar.

25,25,25

Here's a link that a must read for people who are on the point of their life thinking what they should do.  A friend of mine tweeted this link.

25 Things To Do Before you turn 25.

What I have in mind are the things to do ONCE i turn 25.

Upon reading the article, well, I did some of it already.  Others, I might re-think if I have or I'm just in denial that I don't have.. kekeke..

So here are the other things i haven't done "yet".

10. Start a relationship with your crush by telling them that you want them. Directly. Like, look them in the face and say it to them. Say, I want you. I want to be with you.
>>> This would be pretty exciting especially if that person likes you back, but if not... PLAN B won't hurt you can just say "oh you got punk'd" LOL!

15. Forget who you are, what your priorities are, and how a person should be.
>>>Well, I think  this would be difficult for me.  I don't know, but there is that innate personality like I should be responsible for this and that.  Probably that's what you get when you're the eldest. 

21. Make a habit of telling people how you feel, whether it means writing a gushing fan-girl email to someone whose work you love or telling your boss why you deserve a raise.

>>> Should I start this?  hmm.. Dear Taeyang, just so you know.. haha 


24. Suck it up and buy a Macbook Pro.
>>> Now this is possible... I just have to wait for the right time. :D


Actually #25 has something.  Although, I just want a change of environment.  I just hope whatever I want to go into now would have an approval from up above.




It feels so good  to write. 

Things will be fine.

We just have to think optimistic... or probably I'm just good on denying things...

Trials are like walls. Solid and high. It will always be that way unless you find a way to eliminate it.

Your choice if you are going to break it or climb it. Either or you're going to sacrifice a lot.

Life is too short to woe and pity yourself, as long as there is tomorrow, we have to move forward.